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I am everywhere,
Yet I am
alone.
Swirling
black and silver,
I am you
nightmare.
I am an
angel,
Yet I am
a devil.
Green eyes
see through your soul
I am your
fantasy.
I am no
where,
Yet I am
the planet.
Lurking
in the shadows,
I am your
destiny.
I am flying,
Yet I am
falling.
Your hate
twists and threatens,
I am your
friend.
I am frightning,
Yes I am
comfort.
Teasing
you from safety,
I am your
enemy.
I am crazy,
Yet once
was sane.
Will you
come and get me?
I am invincible.
I am laughing,
Yet I am
crying.
And I will
wait for you.
I am waiting.
I am confident,
Yet I am
scared.
And now
I will kill you--
I am ready.
I am free,
Yet a prisoner.
Take pity
on me, please.
I am Sephiroth.
Blood on
my hand
I stare
And wonder
You confuse
me
Tears in
my eyes
I cry
And worry
If I will
die
Words in
my throat
I yell
And collapse
Too familiar
Life in
my veins
I live
And wonder
Why I see
you
Scar on
my chest
I count
And tally
Now I've
got three
Pain in
my heart
I sleep
And dream
Blood in
my hand....
Lightning strikes
a distant hill,
The thunder
shakes the land.
I hear nothing,
Locked away
in a coffin of my own design.
For how long?
I am alone
with my punishment,
With only
the voices in my head for company.
They comfort
me
And torment
me.
My own conscience
eats away at me.
The sunlight
seeps through the cracks in this old mansion.
It brings
hope,
But does not
reach me.
I am a prisoner
of my own mistakes,
A monster
of my own creation.
I shut my eyes
and close out the world,
Only to torment
myself.
There is no
other way for me.
I am alone.
I have my
dreams.
The lightning
strikes and the sun does shine,
I see nothing
but my guilt.
Can I face
the world again?
Perhaps I
will know,
When this
nightmare ends.
Lost
(another one about Vincent)
Tear myself
apart
I scream
Who hears
me?
My voice is
lost
Choke myself
to death
I cry
Who hears
me?
My sobs are
lost
Sleep my life
away
I dream
Who hears
me?
My soul is
lost
Locked up with
my sins
I pray
Who hears
me?
My life is
lost.
Heated emotion
Flows through
my veins
What you did
to her
Took from
her
Blames me
Searing agony
Burns within
my chest
What you did
to him
Made of him
Pains me
Heavy burdoned
soul
Carry it always
What you did
to me
Gave to me
Killed me
I hide
Hide in
my shell.
Away from
you
Can't
see me
I'm safe.
I can't
Pressure
hurts me.
My head
is spinning
It breaks
me
I'm sad.
I cry
Ashamed
I can't.
Mad that
I won't
So I hide
I'm scared.
I wish
I could
show you.
I actually
am that
But I'm
not
I'm this.
I hope
Next time
I can.
Won't
freeze on you
Be the
man
I'm not.
From
the Corner
(a poem about
reeve)
Isloated
Looking at
you I think
How?
How dead is
your conscience?
I can't understand
you.
Alone
Seeing you
I wonder
Why?
Why don't you
care?
There something
I'm missing?
Loner
Gazing 'round
I hope
What?
What posessed
you?
I won't understand
you.
Here
You've set
me apart
Who?
Cold blood
and money.
I will never
be you
Questions
No
answers
Lies
to me
I
wonder why
Alone
No
love
No
more hope
Broken
promise
Dream
So
clear
The
vision
Shattered,
Broken
Sin
Locked
up
In
my box
Already
dead
Free
My
life
I
can live
Without
limits
Silence
Don't
speak
I
observe
And
read the world
Obey
My
job
I've
been taught
Forget
conscience
Shinra
No
life
You've
been trapped
Open
eyes shut
(that was a several person one...this is the order: sephiroth, rufus, reeve, vincent, reno, rude, and tseng)
Sometimes
I
can still feel the flames
Circling
me
Seducing
me
Then
I wake
Sometimes
I
can still feel the razor
Stinging
me
Slicing
me
Then
I fall
Sometimes
I
can still hear your voice
Fooling
me
Promising
me
Then
I close
Sometimes
I
can still smell your scent
Choking
me
Covering
me
Then
I puke
Sometimes
I
can still see you die
Leaving
me
Emptying
me
Then
I scream
Sometimes
I
can still taste the pain
Piercing
me
Puncturing
me
Then
I'm shot
(that was tseng, sephiroth, rufus, reeve, reno and vincent)
Shaken free
Helped to my
feet
You're my savior
I'm your slave
Rescued from
A certain doom
You gave me
hope
I'm your doll
A new life
Handed to me
You're my one
god
I'm your pawn
You made me
I will repay
all
You gave me
life
I'm your Turk